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( 2005-12-31 @ 11:40 p.m. )
Well here it is, a new year.
This is actually being typed from my laptop.
Which is excessivley hard to get used to. Pain in the arse.
But its a nice laptop. Just weird to get used to not having a mouse.
Anyways, it's almost New Years. So, have I changed?
I guess I have. Everything is a blur. All a political blur. I mean a year ago I had no idea what the hell I was doing. Then all of a sudden I have changed my major in sitting here going what the hell.
Literally.
So yea, all of a sudden I'm motivated.
It's kind of creepy. I mean I went from nothing, to a political power player. It's scary.
I dont even know what to do college and I'm at the Florida State Democratic Convention.
Im just with myself.
I have sacrificed so much of myself. What reminded me of sacrifice?
I saw Memoirs of a Geisha. Favorite book of mine, favorite movie.......and it's all about sacrifice. I understand that concept now more so than ever.
So yes, I totally get it now. I have given up so much for everything that I don't even care.
Saving this country, and helping her people literally means EVERYTHING to me now.
That IS my life. So yes, I have changed.......far more than I expected, so have I. I guess thats the important part. I have changed, and while it's a confusing change and NOT what I expected in my life, I have changed for the better.
I have made new friends, and kept old ones. I have learned that there are a million things more important in this life than myself.
I guess I've grown up alot.
I know more, some of it I wish I didn't know, politics is tricky like that. You have to realize you cannot "un-learn" what you have learned.
But hey, you pay a price right?
So thank you to everyone for the support and the love. My friends and yes, thank you to my enemies. You have no idea how much stronger you have made me.
So yes. If You Work Hard You REALLY DO get what you want.
Copy and paste to see what I mean, because I havent figured out how to link on this SOB.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v712/LiberalNinja/12-12-2005-13.jpg
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v712/LiberalNinja/12-12-2005-09.jpg
So Happy New Years...
So Long And Goodnight.
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