I ask only for the strength to defend my people.

Two Days Under The Influence
( 2004-08-03 @ 1:52 a.m. )

I am still alive, and at some point, maybe tomorow, sometime this week there will be a actual entry about survivng the warped tour twice with Rachel, for now you get this, make of it what you will.

Thank you Rachel, for going with me.

Thank you Lars for grabbing my ass {Heh-Heh}

Thanks to the lead singer of Taking Back Sunday for the lyrics to that one song...errr, you know...THAT song.

Thanks to the lead singer of All American Rejects for so artfully dealing with my idea of a joke not once, but twice....poor guy! LOL!

Thank you again to Rachel {I have ALOT to thank her for} for the 5 nights of hardly any sleep, silliness, candy, tasty-cakes, {Did you throw up yet's?", Lars stalking, creepy people watching, screaming, humoring me, Rancid sing-alongs, cookie baking and Lars stalking. Also thank you for not letting me makes a COMPLETE idiot out of myself.

Thank you to Lars for letting me kiss you, and for giving me the shirt, and for taking the cookies, oh yes, and for the kick ass show, the photo ops, for remembering Rachel and I, for acknoledging our existence several times in two days and for......well everything.

Thanks to random people for psyching me up, and to all the people that took pictures of us, and put us on t.v.

now the randomness...........I swear, I will elaborate on this sometime soon.

"ANARCHY COOKIES!"

"Uh, my name is Sara, and I'm Michelle"

"We are going to poison Lars with cookies!"

"Oh no, there's blue haired chick again..."

"Errr, I just nearly killed the lead singer of the bouncing souls by running into him, whoops"

"Where's New Found Glory so we can beat them up?"

"The guy from Yellowcard looks even worse in person"

"RIDE THE SHOPUFF"

"Sorry Lars, I have to kiss you"

"I think I just had a religious experience"

"OHMYFUCKINGOD! HE KISSED MY HAND!"

"Oh no, dont make eye contact, he's humping the ambulance!"

"Hey, that's MY TREE!"

"IV'EEEE GOTTT ITTTT BADDDDDDDDDD! IVE GOT A BAD FEELING ABOUT THIS!"

"Did you enjoy the show? Oh yea.......it was AMAZING!*Snickers*"

and now, lyrics from.....Lars and The Bastards of course.

Well how do you do

My name is Lars

im from Campbell california

you might know that by now

im of danish decent

for that im proud

see my father was a nomad

i havent seen him for awhile

lost a brother

still got a mother i aint motherless

for some of you out there

i know that might be hard to believe

see ive been up and ive been down

i've smiled and ive frowned

ive made a every gesture

that a young man can steal

and i know that im married to the sea

well i know im married to the sea

you see some people are locked down man

and some are free

but i know that im married to the sea

Well ive been rich ive been poor

spent it all on whores

got married and divorce to the girl thats next door

stolen fast cars dated pop stars

been around the world

slept with underage women

turned tricks for a thrill

tried sucide but didnt die

well im here to tell

i dont know a heaven

but ive made peace with hell

been shot at been stabbed

been beaten up real bad

survived everything without being killed

and i know im married to the sea

some people are locked down

some are free

and i know im married to the sea

slept in fancy hotels eaten from garbage cans

down every highway i grew into a man

see my best friend die right before my eyes

aborted a baby and shed all my tears

been strung out on pills slammed my share of dope yea

i drank all your booze man and i snorted your coke

ive been loved ive been hated

to me its all the same

embraced by a lover your cursing my name

and i know im married to the sea

some people are locked down man

and some are free

and i know im married to the sea

some people are locked down

and some are free

and i know im married to the sea

im married to the sea

you see the great big ocean

well thats for me

Sorry ladies im married to the sea

im married to the sea

but im free yea im free

P.S. I will get to my guestbook sooner or later, I just need some time alone still. Thanks for understanding, please keep leaving me love, I need it.

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