I ask only for the strength to defend my people.

Twin Eowyn's
( 2003-09-30 @ 11:14 p.m. )

Hello again all!

~Waves~

Allright, so my updates have been sporadic. Iv'e been busy helping Jamie get settled in though. Plus taking a bit of time for myself. I have been going through a tought time, alot of worrying, alot of crying, and a hell of alot of putting my head through walls. Not alot of fun. So yes, that's where I have been, I apologize PROFUSELY for not being here.

I really feel bad about that. Then again I usually do. Even when I dont want to be here, or just "cant" I feel terrible about it. Like I have some driving force behind being here, and hell I guess I really do.

My friends...my amazingly wonderful, special friends, the feeling that when I AM here I occasionaly do something good, that I sometimes accomplish something and make a difference to someone. That's all I ever wanted to do anyway. Also because I feel like I am actually being productive when I am on here.

Or maybe that's just me, imagianing things. Probably so.

In any case, for reasons to big for me to go into here, I am exhausted and burnt out, completley and utterly.

And I am sick of being screwed over by people. Especially by people who supposedly love me. Completley and utterly sick of it, to the point to where I am literally making myself sick.

Ah well, in any case enough about that.

The weekend winthin and upon itself was interesting enough I suppose. Sunday was toy hunt day. I hadnt been on a hunt for action figures in what felt liek forever, at least not and actually found anything of value, unless you count my Warg/Rider set and the few stray figures I have fund here and there. Plus, Jamie was in dire need of purple hair dye, so off we went

First to Target...and nothing, well nothing new anyway. Rather dissapointing. Then lo and behold, same thing at Toys R Us....nothing new either, at least nothing I didnt allready have. Everything was severley picked through. So then it was on to the mall to Hot Topics, big surprise....no frigging purple hair dye either....it was rather shaping out to be a shitey day.

We then decided to go to the Sanford mall, 45 minutes away, there was a Hot Topics there, plus then we could hit the toy stores in Orlando afterwards.

So off we went again, once we got there, we noticed a Toyr R' Us across the street. Small Toys R' Us as well, one of the older ones. I figured everything had allready been pillaged and plundered but figured what the hell, it couldnt hurt. So in we went.

I got completley lost cosidering the store layout was completley different than mine. I had no idea where the hell I was going till I rounded a corner and found Danny and Jamie pillaging the figures. At first glance I saw nothing......then I noticed something on the bottom shelf.

BINGO! King Aragorn and Brego set.......

So I left with that, still not happy however.

On to the mall. Jamie and I scared every last employee in Kay-Bee absolutley shitless. We came screaming in there like a couple of hungry banshees. The employees were terrified.....all in good fun. Nonetheless, while the stock was good, it was nothing I didnt allready have or particulary wanted. I had set my stakes impossibly high and had vowed to leave with a Eowyn and nothing else.

So off to find Hot Topics we went. As we crossed the mall there were all these little stands and booths, selling collectibles and whatnot. I decide to have a look when I spot it from the corner of my eye, sitting up on a shelf.

EOWYN, in all her glory.

So, I go screaming over, Jamie comes screaming over, and I hug the box......I figured the guy would be a bit over-priced, so I bitterly clung to the box and followed Jamie over to said guy......

20.00....not bad at all. A bit over retail, but hell the Eowyns are so disgustingly rare yanno?

Anyways, they had the other Eowyn, not Dernhelm Eowyn but Eowyn in foofy dress Eowyn, course Danny was flat outta cash by this point. Then, Jamie gets thios look and hoes. "So, tell you what, give us both of them for 35.00 then?'

The guy looks mystified for a moment and shrugs. Jamie then takes off to the atm, which is out of order. Fourtanatley there's another, and she goes racing to the other end of the mall. She's back in liek 5 minutes waving the money, she throws it at the guy and there we are.

JAMIE GOT ME MY OTHER EOWYN!

Jamie fucking rocks!

I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE MY WIFE!

Did I mention that Jamie rocks?

Sorry....anyways, so yes, now I own both Eowyns.

Go me!

I would also like to mention I have d-loaded and watched ROTK trailer.

SHELOB SHELOB SHELOB!

And Shelob....am so excited for this, plus it just reminded me how much I love Boromir...not that Boromir was in it but.....you know, whatever.

In any case, this is all for now. Computer has made me angry....MUST KILL! Not to mention my head is fucking KILLING me.

Until Then...

Believe and You Will Find Your Way...

P.S. Alix, I got your letter and I LOVE IT! Sorry I missed your call.........call back anytime damnit!

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